Things are changing as the time moves on (. .||).Now let me state my estimation,of how long this no. N war would last.It's usually,very hard for two person with similar attitude to have good terms,especially,when both of them are stubborn.*and I mean,hell,to the extreme-_-*

So I shall see-_-,my estimation would be,about 4days to a week.Hopefully,everything would at least,returned to what I used to in the past(Saying would be easier than to achieve it . .''Unless there is miracle . .''?).Seriously,I'm cursing and swearing inside my mind,when he told me,or to say,it sounded more like ranting(I wouldn't mind that actually..I'm willing to be a listener...in most cases- -...)to me.....=_=I guess,I'd be struck by a lighting with over thousands?or maybe even millions voltage,for my swearing and cursing.

Ahem,although it's called curse(which I think it is - -?),the contents,are in a ...so called polite way-____-?(am I talking rubbish here= =*yes, indeed*)Well at least, I didn't include any "greetings" XD(woohoot,amazing right?)

I really hate myself sometimes,why should I rush to this world,in a female body?How many times better would the current situation be,if I'm actually a son,instead of being a daughter?

Just trying to imagine that,already caused my anger to boil-_-.
Hey,truly speaking,if this is a world without any laws and regulations,I'd really grab one chopper,or any other equipments that would help,and lead the "MAN"(I should address him as gay -_-? nah...that's human,unsuitable nick for him,maybe next time?) to a life filled with torture- -+ and so that,I'd be the only son in the family!(BWAHAHAHAHAHA! Sicko alert!~)...but come to think,if that's really how it would be,a world without 0rder,I guess,the one whom typed this entry,would be some mystical?or floating semi-transparent figure???or something with halo XD?(LOL)Simply because..I'd either ,die before I could even know how to talk,or.....before I learn how to cry-_-.(Since he's actually twice my age,and taller than me-_-)

what am I thinking of= =....even my blogpost seemed to be contradicting(it's already one) swtness= =

but I can assure everyone,that I wouldn't be silly to end my life or even,self mutilation=.=(Eh why should I torture myself???)
life might be hard now . .'' (mentality wise I mean= =they are pros,in giving people F.O.C mental torture than physical)~Yet,why should I assist them by torturing myself -_-?
My way of revenge,(of what I could do now) is to live a better life than them.and then,one day,I'd get to repay them for what they had once "donated' to us~

*random cursing continues on...*take note,I'm not cursing anyone but me.- -a very simple reason

Why,the 3 languages that I've learnt are deproving T^T....My Chinese*the worst of all now?*,my English(in the first place,it isn't even something I should be proud of with my grades-.- and now it's going down again= =...HAISSS!)and my Japanese= =...
manzzz ,this is annoying-________________________-

someone,step out and allow me to vent by giving a/few hard punch!
ROAR!!!(ignore this,I'm crazy already)