= =;it's so hard to convince myself to step into the bathroom,with MIRROR,METALLIC REFLECTION and WATER(all those that would have an reflective image of moiself) for a nice and comfy hot bath-_-.

Usually^ that's not hard(daily habit ! it is a must, how come it is hard?!) but that's different after watching the horror movie-_-;

Yesterday I spent ? like for more than 2hours trying to get myself to dream. all sorts of methods,listening to hypnotic music; reading fanfictions( does this work-.-?!It'd only make people stay awake isn't it?!); imagination!(by switching the face of the victims/horror parts to ....Mickey-_-;)*This method sucks,I've no idea what's scarier in the end and I got messed up and more awake than before...zzzz*;last resort,get someone to talk to me HAHAHA


ok,the final resort is better ,way better than the rest,at least I managed to get to sleep...like around 4+(I knew it-_-; because I got aunt to chat with me,and mom reached home....*back from her work* at around 4am-5am everyday)

Then,less than 3hours time,I woke up again,due to the dam bloody scene*in the movie,which freaked me out the most* repeatedly playing in my dream....(WHY NOT OTHER SCENES?!like say...the first time,when I dreamt of KA fiction scenes.....*THAT'S 100000000x better -_-)

Darn it-_-;
and I had to search through my desktop for some(ok lar....unsuitable for kids pictures) KA fan arts with fictions ,of course,for about 30minutes,around 8? I climbed back to my bed.Pathetically,resorting to the last method I used (everytime,especially after a movie which I...am....erm.. uhm ok with)...by hallucinating-_-(is this the correct term???) that the characters in the fictions are just right in front of my eyes,and everything goes according to the story that I read.
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Then when I'm so engrossed with it,the alarm clock that I had turned on minutes before,would act like a bomb,(everytime,and it works)the moment it rang,I would imagine someone or me myself knocking myself out,then I'd get to sleep.- -
^ this is a 60/40 success rate method,and fortunately,it worked this time!-__-
(and I've no idea why,whenever I told my lao po's about this method,they would o___o or -__- and roll eyes.....hey in fact,what's so strange about this??)

then finally when I got some better dream,(not bloody,but so .......crude ok.....)starting I'm dreaming of fictions,but when it reached the stage of bickering scenes,it immediately changed to the movie again!!!!!!!!like what lao gong told me-_-;my dream was really filled with those "F" terms !!!

zzzzzz

usually I'd hate it if someone calls at about 11-12? when I'm still in my bed,yet this time it's the opposite.
*although it's someone whom I still don't really wanna talk to* Dad called me-_-;(after yesterday,I just HUMPH!-_-)
and then,my F dream ended,thankfully-_- yea...