*slaps*

okay this is now the weekend ! okay,the 2nd weekend of May!Got it?Its Mother's Day tomorrow!(-__-)" yep yep I know"
Recalling back,this is really a tough week duhz. (_ _||) Well I'm at least glad that I can finally now relax a lil and taking a deeeeeepppppp breathe!*3,2,1....Breathe in!!!!....and out !~*Okay,I know it sounds like an idiot*yep and seriously it is!*I can seriously sense that I did badly for my midyear (-_-) okay,numerous times of mental blockage,blackout I'm experiencing this week.Piss off with it!Piss with myself as well :( When especially to mention that I study madly,as if theres no tomorrow!and I can do as bad as if I totally never study at all!(=_=).....Right,a single paper won't fail my sub.Thats only when its only 1 paper!Yet I'm facing the same problem for every paper!*To include my language as well *Seriously,this really kill my confident(-_- )

Yet too bad!Theres nobody that I can blame,except for myself.I'm the one who're writing it eventually,so who else to be blame?*sigh*Because of this dam exam,it stress me out like hell!*I know,I'm not the only one.The others as well *YET!!!!Even if I'm stress and sick of it,I still had to go on.Afterall its my life!I've heard of lots of complaints about life is unfair.Indeed,its unfair;but whats the use of wasting time complaining about the unfairness?(-__-)Since its already so dam unfair to you.why not pick up the time and strive as fair as you can?At least thats the only thing a person can do.Escaping from reality,I did thought of it before!Well to be exact,that's what I did in the past.Seriously I regret.Even if its a past,what I need to face now is my brand new day.I know it applies to everybody.I've to do lots of stuffs,to amend for my past mistakes.Maybe because thats what I'm thinking of,turning to become my motivation for studies.Seriously to think clearly,I'm not the one who gets hurt only,the rests,too!If I'm only to hurt myself,I'm fine with it,afterall its my life,my body,my mind.Yet I can't be that selfish to make others suffer as well

hehehex.....(-_-||)I know you'll read it,and I know that you'll think of the same old sentence again*You know who you are!* that you've been telling me for the past 2yrs.(wow...2yrs.?)Or to be exact its more than that huh?Okay,since I know you'll be reading it,this part is specially for you!We've been together for around 8,9years?I know I've spent the longest with the rest not you LOL!~Since you're getting busier day by day,the lesser chance we got to hang out together now!*Seriously why everyone attend schools,polys,and they doesn't seem to be that busy?Perhaps you're busy keeping an eye huh?LOL*The only way of communication we've left with is the internet!Since your cellphone is gone ~_~.Hmmx....You're with your old sentence then I'm picking up mine then :)!I'm so jealous of you....You're already that matured since the early childhood days,even though the stuffs we've been through is around 70-80% similar?That's why you're entitled as my lovely "大老婆"~:P Lol,back to topic.I'm still regretting that why I didn't heed your advise that time.If I did,things might turn out better.*sigh*If only I've that matured mindset as yours,I'll not commit that stupid mistake :( Yet I need to thank you as well:D at least when I'm blind you guide me out!^^Since we'll have lesser time nowadays so better say it off here first :X

And btw,I heard that he proposed to you O_O~Wishing you both the best then!The miracle couple that I never heard of any fights breaking out of the both of you before -_-''Really miracle for a young couple to maintain that long period!*From the time I know till now...I see...roughly 3-4yrs?*Hurry up and reach 21 LOL!so that I can attend!:)
aww,talking about the future-__- He' had left Singapore for his further studies again!Well,left with the other 2 of them-___-?*sigh*Pretty jealous that he got to study abroad!Especially the place I'm fond of!*And by chance if I got to study there,he'll be back=_=''*So that means nobody gonna accompany me there huh?-_-*sigh*but that only apply if I got my cert.True enough -_-...Well just had to bear it through this year!Seriously I hope that I can get a chance to study more on astronomy-___-'''!!My dream!!!arrrrgh!Heard that theres sub course to take on it= =...I've always dream to become an astronomer-__-....

Okay thats for you only!

Next up back to my worst day again-_-.....Sis went to HK for vacation with her friend!!Free and easy trip=_=I'm so envy!!!!!!!!!I wanna go as well!At least for the sake of finding posters :D and dvds......(^^")hehehehehx.....Received her call last night,asking me which magazine did I miss out?Um............Really lots!I heard she carried around 20 mags?Too bad that they didn't sell any poster-__- O_OWeeeee!thats my present from her:D After around 20mins I received her call again-__-....You know?Usually I'm sick of answering calls,yet purposely making their songs as my ringtone !really helps though=_=At least I'm cursing and swearing the caller only,not the cellphone now-_-'''LOL!~I won't curse and swear my phone since the ringtone is their song!^^*lalalalala~~~(smacks!)*Ok back to topic.She arrived at some cd or dvd shop I guessed?Since she's asking me which drama I'm finding.Told her lots of names yet only managed to get 2-__-....Well I actually thought that I can find most of it there.Finding series such as.... 未满都市,银狼....She didn't managed to find both,especially the funniest part I guess is when the person asked her about 银狼,that"狼" is which?She thought for awhile and answered 色"狼"...I'm on the other side of the phone laughing out madly!!!!What kind of example she brought up?!?!?!?!LOLLLL.In the end she managed to help me get 热血教师,金田一少年事件簿*okay, I only told her to get part 1,2 for me since I only wanted Tsuyoshi's part,yet the person gave me the part 3(The main role changed~_~) for free!She saw there's 人间.失格 available as well...o_o...HELL NO!I rarely cry when I watch tv dramas.THIS MADE ME CRY!The both main lead,1 was dead,the other one went crazy!Or somesort insane-__-The other drama 天使绝迹的街道 .....Another one that made me cry as well= =.....The ending its hell touching!!!AAAAA= =...

Okay,lastly,talking about weekends!Its my relaxing day!Been reading up stories on quizilla :)the same old anime fanfic addiction is back!~Hehehehex,now to stop it here.Since it seems like its a long post?and back to my reading!*hohoho*