“慎重考虑，1年虽短.代价也很高.和现在相比会辛苦10,甚至百倍。”

再怎么辛苦,也好比什么都不做，杵在原地的好。

3年份的压缩成1年,可想而知，犹如地狱般的存在。
哈哈,当然，前提是第一关合格后才会啦~
|X

...

光是女儿身这点，我就已经输一大截了。

再苦也不能像只缩头乌龟吧！

我决定放胆一试。即使最后得赌上我的青春及自由也在所不惜。

只要有那么0.0000001%的可能性,我就放手一博。

因为，超越你，使我的目标。
用权威，金钱砸死你乃我的梦想。

绝对。

now then I realise o.o No tune lyrics is actually kind of meaningful~

well,at least. STRIKE!

gogo KK~~~~~WOOHOOT




"やりたいことなんて
いつか見つかるよって"


and

"痛みなんて涙だってきっと僕らが生きる証だから
何度でも迷ったっていい　生きて行けばいいんだ"

the best |D~

Track 11. ノー・チューンド

作詞：長瀬弘樹
作曲：長瀬弘樹

閉まったシャッターにもたれて
僕らはとりあえず始発を待った
しゃがんだ足元の砂がざらついた
とりとめない話に笑い飽きて
ふと街を眺めてみたけど
肝心なものだけがいつもぼんやりして見えない

※明日のことなんて
うまくやれるよって口に出すだけで
何かが変わるなんて
そんなはずないんだ※

△僕らだってやれるよって
そう　チューニングの合わないギターみたいに
調子はずれでいいさ　行くんだ
答えなんてどこにだって
何通りもきっとあるはずだから
それぞれに手探りでもいい　生きて行けばいいんだ△

街は次第に白くでく
洗いざらしたみたいな色になる
少しずつリンカクを取り戻していく
足早に急ぐ早起きの人をみると
なんかやましくなって
隙間埋めるように妙に口数が増えた

やりたいことなんて
いつか見つかるよって
焦ってないフリで言った
言葉に背中押された

僕らだって飛べるよって
手を伸ばした青すぎるあの空へと
届かなくてもいいさ　行くんだ
痛みなんて涙だってきっと僕らが生きる証だから
何度でも迷ったっていい　生きて行けばいいんだ

(※くり返し)
(△くり返し)

手探りでもいい　生きて行けばいいんだ


Romanji

no tuned

lyric：長瀬弘樹
music：長瀬弘樹

shimatta shyuttaa ni motarete
bokura wa tori aezu shihatsu wo matta
shyuganda ashimoto no suna ga zara tsuita
tori tomenai hanashi ni warai akite
futo machi wo nagametemita kedo
kanji na mono dake ga itsumo honyari shite mienai

※ashita no koto nante
umaku yareru yotte kuchi ni dasu dake de
nanika ga kawaru nante
sonna hazunainda※

△ bokura datte yareru yotte
sou tune ningu awanai gitar mitai ni
jyoushi hazure de ii sa ikunda
kotae nante dokoni datte
nan toori mo kitto aru hazu dakara
sore zore ni te saguri demo ii ikite ikeba iinda△

machi wa shidai ni shiraku de ku
arai zarashita mitai na iro ni naru
sukoshi zutsu rinkaku wo tori modoshiteiku
ashihaya ni isogu hayaokino hito wo miruto
nanka yamashikunatte
sukima umeru you ni myouni kuchi kazu ga fueta

yari tai koto nante
itsuka mitsukaru yotte
asettenai furi de iutta
kotoba ni senaka o sareta

bokura datte hito beru yotte
te wo nobashi ta ao sugiru ano sora e to
todokanaku temo ii sa ikunda
itami nante namida datte kitto bokura ga ikiru akashi dakara
nanto demo mayottatte ii ikite ikeba iinda

(repeat ※)
(repeat △)

te saguri demo ii ikite ikeba iinda

Leaning by the windows of closed up blinds
We waited for the first train
Under the foot lays the rough gravel
Because of unfocused joke that are insufficient to provoke laughter
Even though unconsciously looked away in the distance
Even though wanting to see something important
Yet nothing could be seen
Like tomorrow’s affairs
Just saying it I could achieve it
Have to ask what has been changed or similar topics
No such matter
Even though we could have done it
Yes, if we didn’t have a well tuned guitar
Going out of tune is fine too
Even though things such as answers
There may be many types
Even though it is fine to search with hands one by one
Continuing to live on is good enough
The streets gradually becomes white
Like colors being faded after a wash
Gradually regain its contours
Seeing people who hurried with their flying feet
Feel a bit ashamed
As though mending the tear Words increased
Things that I want to do
One day I would see it
Pretending not to be hurried in words
Words pushing from behind
Even though we could fly
Our hands reaching out to that exceedingly blue sky
Even if we could touch it, it’s fine
Even if it is painful tears
It is the proof of our being alive
It is fine even if we have been puzzled
It is fine to continue to live on
Like tomorrow’s affairs
Just saying it I could achieve it
Have to ask what has been changed or similar topics
No such matter
Even though we could have done it
Yes, if we didn’t have a well tuned guitar
Going out of tune is fine too
Even though things such as answers
There may be many types
Even though it is fine to search with hands one by one
Continuing to live on is good enough
It is fine even if we search with our hands
It is fine just to continue to live on

= =;欠人东西的感觉真烂

话虽如此，我似乎.....不对,更正一下,“她”还前两个“他”,各一样呢.

“她”还未给予两人回复.但,其中一个他再也收不到了.(人间蒸发???*炸*)

剩下一个他,也不知道那个他看得懂不?

现在呢,“她”....虽说决定踏出一步,但仍未有那胆量尝试(描述起来感觉挺像试胆大会...@@)
“她”考虑到双方目前的家庭状况,都为彼此带来了不少精神上的压力(说这时机试胆的确有问题... = =)。待一切转淡后,才能静下心来想想....?(虾米阿！？！？！）最起码,最低限度也要过了她的旅行计划!
....


- -

很矛盾?



或许吧

有人看得懂哦？

见鬼了(呸呸呸呸呸!!!!!)



considering to visit the place first....attitude test- -; I wonder....even if I pass.....omg...should I?
3years,compressed to 1!! O.O......wow-ness. . . . . .

TADAH~ as stated in the picture!20requirements!

(say easy...like vely hard....but it's not too hard? ....ALAMAK SO CONTRADICTING!)

1.Responsible(in all ways |D~)

2.Honesty( I hate liars especially my other half lied to me!)

3.Seriousness( c'mon...I want a serious one- -;.......he might be the other one I've to spend my life with !not serious= no stable income=starve= crap!)

4.perserverance(I admire this type of attitude!....able to overcome and achieve....also one type one should have in a relationship!)

5.A message per day~( just spend a minute or two,to send me a text,to let me know you're still alive....everyday.I don't need 24/7 accompany or daily phone calls....I know that's time consuming)

6.No going out alone with "girl friend"(Female friend,that's what I'm referring to.sense of secure,that's it.In return,I'd also do the same,no going out alone with the opposite gender.)

7.^ if problems occurred and had to go out,at least inform me...(I don't want any stupid fights later on.)

8.TIME MANAGEMENT!(don't want someone who would make me stand there and wait like siao....-_-....I won't be late but I don't want the other half to be late too!)

9.Caring?( @@''....I like cool guys,but not COLD guys...I don't need you carrying my handbags*In the first place,I don't use one*)

10.Able to give me sometime alone.(I'm not really extrovert and outgoing.some time alone,15-20mins is enough also!)

11.Accept that I'm an anime fan(and recently,I tends to randomly pair up my favourite characters.and those are abnormal pairings |D~ BL RAWKS LOL)

12.Accept my so called childishness for crazying over Doraemon!

13.Accept that I'm a fan for Koichi and also KK!(dare to say anything...beware.....!+ +I don't need you to like them too(Would be better if he likes too...))

14.Accept my slow reaction.(Hahaha-_-;;;;I'm slow.....?I don't know...Since others said I take ages to actually notice something....= =)

15.Accept my family!(they're my dearest,don't make me chop him with a chopper....)

16.Accept my average appearance!(I'm not pretty |X I'm not slim~ go get a Miss SG if you want a babe!)

17.*This sound harsh...*Unless,he's sick to the extend that he'd die anytime...else,I'd put work in front of him.|D(Not like I won't care,but I won't visit him too frequently,I have responsibilty in work- -....)*Or maybe...I'd consider the situation first.Then make decision,even if I might regret in the future.If I'm working,I needa pay responsibilty to those who are working with me!...*

18.Reasonable!(almost forgot-_-;I need someone reasonable,not immature ok,debating but not quarrelling)

19.accept my quietness(sometimes,I would keep some stuffs instead of telling.If I think it's the correct time,I would say)

20.accept the fact that I love playing dating sims game!~(the nicest sia!)


Ｉ　know ,very sudden and crap= =..but that's what I want!


1.26am- -3rd edit..zzzzzz

-___-........

Mom sure is scary.or rather,she's sort of despo to hold another wedding ???!
=_=;;;

Sis decided that she's not going to marry thus,she placed her hope on me-.-???
Nowadays no matter whom I went out with,as long is a he.She would assume that's my stead.
Oh great.
-_-;;

So I told her,I'm single but unavailable!

=_=;;

*I'm not eager to find one-_-*

^Even if I am,I must find someone,who can accept my likes!~~~~XD,not interested nevermind,just shut up and don't make any comments- -zzzzzz*and after I said that-.-....

Sis told me,go find a KK fan and get marry!!!o_o not a bad idea.

The most important fact for now is,the guy must be able to accept me being a KK fan |D
and of course,accept my fangirling for bishounen in anime hahahahahahaha(In other words,someone who can also accept my recent random pairing fevar~)

my first...and also last attempt = =; on INK! neh neh de!!!!!!

I'd rather stick to pure pencil only le RAWR!!!!
..= = practically I spotted the number of mistakes made only after I finished inking=_=;;;;;
...I'M SUCHA FAILURE AAAAAA!


此乃怨念下之产物= =.....对那双眼睛最无爱了!!!!!!!(炸)

T___T''''

CH171 - -+
http://tieba.baidu.com/f?kz=475002778

finally I see the so called good side of Snakey eye......Although at first,when the story was at the part whereby LNL was dragged,forced somehow to retrieve her power I already thought that this guy,is somehow,strict,cold however not evil/bad - -;....Just that his face doesn't look like-.-

neh neh de-_-;
Hoshino sensei...don't be like the damn Naruto series like that make the whole story as predictable lei....= =;I'm sick of those already!
-_-;;;;
Tim is so cute sia |D''.......sad though-_-;

"COLOUR'D WOLF" ALERT!~(I wanna see Komui back in action - -+)

and neh neh de= =I guessed correctly,the Judgement was left behind because Cross is longer the one who can use it-_-;........AAAAAA!HOSHINO SENSEI! DON'T MAKE THE STORY LIKE WHAT I'M THINKING!!!!AAAAA


-_-;



The story is getting more and more depressing......If it isn't because I'm one of the fans.I wouldn't bother to spend time read sia-.-....It's kind of running off track,in some sense,and also slow update+depressing-_-

( - -)wthhhhhhhh!!!!!! I love drawing long hair guys,because,they're BISHIES~
and neh neh de....I draw whatever also got the same comment in return!

-_-;
OK! my last try.


!!!!!
if that's the case I can bang wall le-_-....

T^T''

I'm a KA fan,a super pro KxA fan |D but I don't draw because I don't wanna destroy the beauty of them!!!- -;

Oh great!
Togainu no chi arrived |D!!!!
gonna try it out when I'm free!
and thanks to mama |D I got my agarest senki and tears to tiara!(YAY!)





pictures from play-asia.com

OH!
another picture I found!
Togainu no chi; Shiki x Akira!~~~（This is tempting....= =;I WANNA TRY AAAA!)


Went to Chan Brothers' again |D''
and finally,there's a confirmed group woohoot!
requested for extension!- -+
so I don't have to skip disney trip...since it's not school holidays now,the crowd wouldn't be that worst

extend extend extend!+ + Last day! Akihabara,Harajuku,Ginza,Shinjuku!...Gonna run around the town again XDDDDD

and very happy that the first day,the venue the group is visiting is Osaka,to Shinsaibashi or USJ!
Of course I'd pick the first - -+
SHOPPING ARRRR!!!!!

oh right- -;thanks to your suanning!- -;I'd practice to draw A...=.=to create my own KA fan art..-_-....BLEHZ

and btw,anyone free to visit La Tendo ~~~~???????????
- -+
I wanna get this!

Sigh!I want a Sebastian and a Ciel!!! SxC ROCKS!(Shouta alertttt!)mehz, come support SxC!
and neh neh de- -Sebastian looks distorted in anime!!!!!!Manga is definitely a better choice-.-

wahahaha!Since I'm randoming,might as well continue my randomness - -+I wonder who read Rust Blader before? o o...One shot manga by the same author of Kuroshitsuji!I forgot what's his name anyway - -;;
but I definitely love the expression XD! both of them are speechless,Ciel is thinking that he's so white!While the other one is thinking...He's so small! XDD GYAH~ I'm not a paedophile!

Once again.LET ME SHOUT :SUPPORT S x C!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the akuma butler x the young master!WAHAHA


eh alamak = =;Fans sure know how to make fan art...directly chop from the manga-.-....that expression....ERRRRR..

Originally from Vol 1...-_- when Ciel got kidnapped...and Sebastian rescued him!......

anyway- -;Thanks to Ying for the pictures!- -''
HAHA I didn't know Alto is so macho!Alto Alto Alto~~~~~


and I definitely love his pose - -+


AND THIS PICTURE!I'M SO CORRECT THAT I NEVER GAVE HIM THE WRONG NAME!ALTO HIME SAMA~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~(He's not Ouji sama,but HIME SAMA)
XDDD ALTO HIME~~~


ok enough for the randomness.
lastly,the very lame video-_-
http://www.56.com/u86/v_Mjc1NTkyOTk.html
watch this,Hitman Reborn 2nd OP,with DGM 3rd OP- -;.....

YAY!RIGHT EYE CAN OPEN LE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

+ + although I removed the bandage without sis's consent |X...HECK LAR!~~~ITCH LIKE HELL!

XDDD

mehz! now hopefully it'd recover before the two games arrive!

Sousha no shikaku~out on 11th!
next week O.O!!

and......
|D

Togainu no chi咎犬の血~
...- -;
I heard it's a BL series....heck care lar seriously-.-''

....|D'''

Saw the manga on Newtype Romance.... |X..quite nicely drawn!(my type LOL)
...

....

mehz....One whole day with my eye closed and now it's still blurry vision - -;
and I feel like rubbing due to the itchiness !!!!!


= =;

two random arts |X badly done(Since when did I ever draw nicely- -;?...skills sucks in the first place-.-;) with my left eye!~~~~again I repeat XDD left eye only!


and neh neh! I'm drawing random piece.not any specific characters...= =;...I don't wanna make any comments for this^....
Let's see what people would say-.-;....もう一つ失敗作品です- -

errr...basically drawn according to what I feel like o_o...Somehow after drawing,I'm thinking of some other character from another few series o.o....and the most shocking one,that Ying told me was. . . . (Oh btw,this is a HE!)xxx from xx series ?!
|D
abit lar ok,abit.
Sis's comment was the funniest,she said this is pretty nice(FIRST TIME SEI!),looks like Koichi...
WTF!?!?!?!?!?O.O!!!!!光ちゃん～？！
but of course, the real person in comparison looks x10 nicer=_=...(Is that compliment or suanning sia)


Ying congratulated me-_-...that my work is proceeding to feminine look liao!(Since I said i kinda like those feminine guys in anime...*true what!looks are feminine,however attitude can be manlier than the man look ones= =,that's why I like!*)

eh anyway o.o..since these comments were given o.o...means I'm a step nearer to what I want!...OK THAT'S IT~~~one more to go then!gonna try with my right eye closed and draw again |D....I find that I like my work better when I'm drawing with left eye than both eyes !

damn - -; can you people stop saying moi as a pirate! |( mehzzzz!After tonight I'm so gonna remove that damn bandage!!!!!

-_-

Now I know what is it like to sneeze,however,eyes cannot blink!!!!!!
Blink->pain,Sneeze->10000% close eyes action!

OMG!!!!

and my allergy shows no sign of stopping-.-......


=_=;

-_- basically the post is short since I could only judge the keyboard by using my fingers and my left eye,with the incorrect degrees spectacles.!~~~~~~(Hopefully,whole thing would recover- -;. . . . . at least....don't get into my way!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!